loneliness. severe. deadly. an addiction. you talk to things. the moon. the star. not people. attached with strings, a puppet without an owner. left to be untouched. a nomad's life. temporary life. so carefree. felt so high being alone. a sudden rush of blood. just like drugs. time passed. solitude became a basic need in life. no longer weird. but a norm. as you sail your ghost ship past the crowded suburb.